Would you be my Pikachu

Please? ❤

Pikachu is so cuteeee! I wish you were mine. 

Be my Pikachu, and I'll be your Togepi 

❤

Signing off. 

只要再努力一点点

如果你能为我努力多一点点

我多么希望，我不要爱得那么深，那心就不会那么痛了。
我多么希望，当初你不要对我那么好，那我就不会对你期望太多。
我多么希望，你能读懂我的心，好像李大仁了解程又青一样
我多么希望，我是个乐天派，什么都不会在意太多的女生
我多么希望，你会常来我的部落格，读读我的心情，了解我多一些些
我多么希望，我是个不会爱的女生，那你就会爱我多过我爱你了


我从没要求过你，一定要是富有
我也从没要求你，一定要很聪明


我只是想，你能多花点心思在我身上，多关心我一点点。
我只要一点点就好了，真的只有一点点。
如果你从不曾对我宠爱过，我就不会奢侈，不会去怀念那种感觉
要知道，曾经被捧在你手心的感觉，然后慢慢的松手
当坠地的那瞬间，那种锥心之痛，你能体验到吗


我想暂停，暂停这一切的一切。好累。
哭了，又笑。笑了，又哭。
为什么？为什么呢。
为什么你曾经给的温柔，会渐渐消失不见了呢
为什么现在我却是越来越在乎的那个


你呢？不爱了？还是爱我让你觉得腻了？抑或者，你懒得再去爱我了？




我好想好想，就这样就结束。可是，我很不舍得，更不想就这样放手！
我还是那心软的大笨蛋！


就这样先吧。我已经没力气再去想了。。。

when effort is made, but in return the results is terribly bad :(

do you understand my feeling?

I have lost my motivation to study, seriously. It just screws up everything of my dayyy! Great now, another paper to be flung tomorrow.

Very good, I have really done an amazing job for myself for destroying my own academic studies.

DAMN!!!

You know, I want more than love

but somehow you don't understand

I wish that you would understand me. I wish that you could be more than just my lover. I wish that you could be more than that... But seems like I am demanding too much again. 

I dislike to be a girl! With all those unnecessary sensitive feelings and thoughts, they rise even I try hard to ask them not to. I hate the highly sensitive part of mine and I hate to be smart! I wish I could be a little foolish, a little dumber. Maybe my life would be easier then. But... Sighs.  

我需要的是你的一点点的关心和问候

你却敷衍我了

Signing off. 

Sighs

really feel helpless

I am really sympathy with your situation. I have no idea how to help you nor how to console you at this moment. I have tried and still trying to find people. But, fail :(

Now, I know. Who is your real friend when you need help. To most of them, whenever it involves money matter, they will shy away from you and give numerous of ridiculous and lame excuses. Whattheheck! Can't you just be honest to me, or to yourselves at least? If you are not interested, say then. Why must you have to crack your head and think some nonsense to cheat me or you think it sounds convincing to others? Sighs.

I really hate growing older and older. I hate to see the true colour of human and the world. And I hate to see things slowly turn sour. This is really unbearable. Stop telling me this is life because this is not how life suppose to be!!!

I have too many in mind, I don't know how to voice it out though. How? Funny eh. I don't have the courage nor the confidence to fight back.

Yes, sad to admit that I'm a coward :(


Signing off.

Happy New Year!

2012 

Here it comes. My new year. 2012.

If the prediction of 2012 is true

I hope it won't come

I want to live longer!

I haven't had enough of my life

It is just first year of my tween!

And there are so many things still undone

So many resolutions that have not been fulfilled!

And of course, 

I wanna get married, tour around the world, get more money and many many more...

A new year, a new hope. 

❤

And I had a wonderful new year eve with a bunch of lovely friends. 

Let's make a deal that next year, up to Genting! 

2012 will be a better year! ❤

Signing off. 

米修米修 ❤

我好想你哦！

此時此刻，只想擁抱你。

好想時光快快飛逝，來到你和我相約的那天。
如果一天有四十八小時，我會將二十四小時都給你。

我要得很簡單。

一個肯定的眼神
一個安穩的擁抱
一雙溫暖的手心
還有
一顆愛我的心

就夠了，真的我會很滿足。

不過偶爾，我也會貪心。
想要你多陪陪我
想要你能浪漫點
想要你給我小驚喜
想要你可以看透我的心

骨子裏的我，還是個小女生
會幻想著偶像劇的劇情
男主角總是很浪漫，很完美。

我知道，我想太多了。

我只想好好愛你而已。

❤